Everyone livin' in ghost town.

Shiny Toy Guns, I appreciate these lyrics. Great song. Great sound. I have finally found a band that has captured the essiance of 80's hair band, meet Rock band playin' with some shrooms. Where did music like go? When did people stop wnting to write like this? I for one have not. And declare I will create music that will beg to become what they have created. 

Secondly. I am back to hating everyone. But loving the nobodies of the world. Maybe because that is who I have become. Work my ass off to end up broke. Not being able to make the full car payment, because I have to buy a new starter, so I can pay for a trip to actually relax, when really it's making me sick to think of how much money I've been flailing around as of late... Failing to make myself happy, so I make the lady on the other side of the counter smile and laugh as I make a clever joke, being the best barista I can be, making people think I'm so much more cool than I am. So I can feel liked. So I can feel wanted. So I can feel worth my own time. I'm so damn awesome when I'm with people I don't know. Everyone wants me. Everyone wants to be me, be my friend. When really I don't think I could make them like me if they saw me out in the real world. Because the kid across the counter doesn't know what it's like to not be able to make the car payment... How can I hold a conversation with someone who has no backbone. 

There is a paragraph that is invisible here.... It's about my real feelings... Too bad they're invisible too...